That's precisely why I think your nation is a joke. At 200 days you shouldn't have as much crap as you have because you're not going to have a warchest. There are nations with half your NS that I'd rather go into combat with because they wouldn't get bill-locked within the first week. The reason I don't have an SDI is because I've tried to get my nation battle ready, unlike you (There's also been a few wars that have knocked my nation around but that's beside the point). That means building up a warchest, at bare minimum, so that I'm not a liability to my alliance. Were you in even a half-assed alliance, you'd be ordered to stop all spending and build up a warchest, so that you don't lose it all within the first 2 weeks.