Your entire post is one tyrade of I am respectful, yet you talk in a childish and demeaning manner towards me. I am not sure what this Jesus complex thing you are talking about it but I was very close to all of my Elysium friends and they turned against me. I went on no power trip, I even turned down the Minister of Communication job to form my own alliance.
Raptures Spyings was cocked up !@#$%^&* so that again puts you in the bad zone.
And this whole thing you keep bringing up with Nokia actually happened to me and it is completely childish that you keep referring to it in a cyber bullying manner.
My History has gone from a kid in school starting this game to a guy who has learnt a hell of a lot.
Sure I used to drink a lot and my mouth would end up getting me into trouble.
I didn't turn my back on you, you turned your back on me.. don't you forget that.
I didn't realise Geata was shadow.. but yes shadow, you were a lackey. You were fed whatever you wanted to believe about me and didn't question its validility.
Last but not least, I am not a coward. Every war I have fought has been against numbers and nations higher than me. I don't give two hoots about my pixels, your misguided views of me are outdated and stupid. Some fool concocted stories about me and because I was a lowly lackey myself, it was believed and I was virtually thrown to the wolves.
I have never gotten over how losing my friends felt, but you know something? The friends I have now on CN are really genuine. I can guarantee they wont stab me in the back.
If what you say is true and you are out of this thread I will pm you. Because I believe you are very misunderstood on your views.
P.S. Your avatar alone shows how disrespectful of a person you are.. grow up sometime.