Being a United States Army Soldier, playing airsoft and paintball, working Out, graphic Design, gaming, discussing politics, reading history and fictional books, watching movies, shooting (Pistols, Rifles, Shotguns, etc).
I've heard you mention this before, but didn't know very much.
You are an incredibly strong individual Janet. You are a major inspiration to others, just by your sheer determination.
I pray the day will come that you are free from this.