Months ago, roughly 90 days, I was part of an alliance that I thought would guarantee me safety and help from being attacked. However, that was not the case and my alliance due to its poor leadership became interlocked in a conflict that resulted in my nation being attacked and hit with nukes even though I didnt want to be a belligernent nation and did not participate in the conflict. My nation was basically Japan after the Second World War, it laid in ruins from my standpoint.
I left the alliance and sued for peace with my attackers, however, that was not the end of it and roughly 2-4 days after leaving I was raided and attacked once again by nations looking to get an orgasmic high off of taking my tech and wiping out my infrastrucuture. So by this point I had pretty much become pissed with the game and its concept, especially since I have been playing since 06' and this is not the first time stuff like this has happened. Yet even after Ive quit, by some force within me I decided to rejoin the game and start out fresh and new. Yet tis time I didnt want to quit, I didnt want to destroy all the time I put into building my nation, so I went into peace mode and collected taxes from time to time but eventually I didnt pay any attention to game. Every 20 days or so I would collect taxes and try to pay bills, but what I didnt realize was that there was a penalty to not paying bills. So skip 90 something days ahead and now that Ive come out of peace mode and want to play again, I cannot pay my bills with my tax penalty at 100%. This is simply unbearable and sometimes in all honesty, the game is real let down with this stuff. What I want to know is what should I do and when and how? If the admin has a sliver of compassion he'd hear my miniscule plea and simple take off the tax penalty. Thats all I ask, but for some of you who are die-hard fans and gamers, I respect if you find the consequences served to me, justifiable. Yet I ask you, in the game it seems as though months can be spent to build up your nation yet all of that can be wiped out within a day, this is frustrating and although I respect the game for being what it is, there are justs alot of odds against you as a single player. Well that my case, I just hope people listen, Ill be here everyday to listen to your comments, so ask me anything.
Thanks for your time
Alexander412