Another 12 hours of watch and I can't even sleep once I get off! On the plus side two more months and I am off this rock. These past few weeks have been much more positive for me probably because I am getting so close to leaving, but still I am just waiting for this place to once again crush my spirit and destroy my positive attitude like it has done systematically for the past 11 months. I will still enjoy this good attitude for as long as I can. I had a flashback this week of some events that happened here and woke up my roommate screaming for him to tell me what time it was, something like that hadn't happened for quite sometime and it is a bad sign that it is back...I don't even know why stuff like that gets to me so much because when anything happens I never really think about what is going on until after the fact. Guess that is just training at work, no time to think only time to react and adapt. Tonight is my last next work until I get two days off, gonna drink this place away and play some Call of Duty. I got watch in 7 hours so I guess I should try and get some sleep soon. Probably gonna go play some more MW2 for now. Peace out everyone.