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LordofThor

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About LordofThor

  • Birthday 05/24/1994

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    Rockingham, NC
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    UnitedWeStand
  • Alliance Name
    Big Top Order
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    Wine
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    Fish

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  1. I wanted to wish you a very happy birthday today. I'm only a week older than you on CN, and I hope you are learning and having fun like I am.

  2. Verse 1: It took me a while, but I’ve learned to let go / There are things in this life that I’ve no control over / So many moments that slip away / That pass the day, wasted on the thoughts that stray / With no hope of change, I’m so close to sane / Like a picture perfect in a broken frame / And a passion that burns with an open flame / But every time I take a step, I’m soaked in rain / So I remain in a world of problems / I tried denial but that never solved them / It just prolonged that I was left with all them / Like gambling my life in a roulette revolver / In the same place in my same ways / I would lie to myself and hold a straight face / But deep down inside I could feel it rise / The pain of the weight of the day rains demise Hook: When the lights go dim and the walls closing in / And what you held so close seems like a hopeless hope / What you know turns around while you watch it spiral down / To the ground in the grays of the shade it seems so far away Verse 2: When am I gonna let it go, surrender control / The broken soul of a momentary hope that opens a hole / Waiting, praying on the day that it will all be over / Standing in the rain of adversity walking slower / Just trying to weather the storm / Getting by with vague recollection of how I try / To turn it around and make my life seem alright / Like a hangnail ripping back truth in the lies / But they continue to bleed insinuated belief / You forget what they mean but they don’t ever recede / Regenerating the process, seeming like nonsense / Just when you think you’re done it all relapses / So with a broken heart that shows and it rips me apart slow / And I try to move on and get along but all my thoughts / Revolve around the love that I lost Verse 3: Lost in a void, feeling so alone. A cyclone of emotions with no control. And no distinction of the highs and lows. My heart is now a kaleidoscope. Tidal waves against the side of my boat. Any port in this storm is a sign of hope. What I’m supposed to do? I don’t know! I’m officially now in the Twilight Zone. While the sun sets the night, Ironically bright, the sky comes alive in a spectrum of light. Only to die in a moment of time, But the glimpse was worth every second of mine. So I press on when the dark ensues. In a shroud the dusk becomes a blessing through the sun’s, Reflected light proves I fight for the truth. But my mind hides lies like the dark side of the moon Hook: When the lights go dim and the walls closing in. And what you held so close seems like a hopeless hope / But then a spark in the night shines bright up in the sky / And for the first time in your life, you feel it deep down inside Feedback: What do u think people.
  3. Verse 1 All I ever wanted was to know the truth Seeking Jesus at 14 meaning my middle youth Man I really hungered and had this inner thirst Absurd the thought of me even missin' a day of church Man it felt like heaven, especially Bible study I had my Bible pen and pad sittin' next to my buddies The Word had us open especially certain verses Spendin' hours in worship man it just felt so perfect And then after the service out on the parking lot Laughin' and rappin' for hours afterwards we talked a lot Felt like your second family for me felt like my first We lost our ties when my dad died I kept in hurt Remember certain ministers inspired you to learn You had anxiety inside and just waitin' your turn People announce they callin' jumpin' and shoutin' That dun dunt dun dunt it was so arousin' Chorus Give us the truth that's what we need Lying leaders been deceivin' us since we were seeds Give us the truth that's what we need Teachers and preachers teach us the things that set us free Give us the truth that's what we need Parents teach us bout Jesus before we get older Give us the truth that's what we need Sin is spreading and the world is getting colder Verse Two Then that first year progressed and turned into five Learning so much and I'm comin' in touch closer with God Some things were gettin' sticky I mean real sticky I'm trippin' I'm wonderin' was Jesus even really with me Man I felt numb meanin' I lost my feelin' People standin', dancin', liftin' hands while I was chillin' No longer loved the sermons felt like I wasn't learnin' The topics taught on weren't touchin' my inner yearnings And then some behavior seemed like counterfeit revival I looked for Scriptures that supported this off in the Bible Yet I couldn't find it I felt blinded I thought it was a demon in error I tried to bind it But nothin' happened here comes depression Maybe when they threw the Holy Spirit that I didn't catch Him Did I miss my blessin'? Felt unprotected In the midst of a war scarred without my weapon Verse Three Then I left E.Rock on a tour with Abundant Life And who would have knew it these dudes have also been through it I shared my brokenness feelings of hopelessness For so long faked my emotions no one even noticed it Yet it was obvious God in His providence Put me with people to guide me and got me outta this And then my other brother T.R.U.T.H. began to share the same I almost wept I saw the steps it took to bear the name Without truth left me in utter confusion Without truth left me with subtle delusions Without truth no longer fought to win Without truth drove me back into sin The depth of this journey can't be described in words This is just the tip of the iceberg But from now until my death this is what I'll do I'm learning standing and I'll fight for truth
  4. Thanks for everyone welcoming me and everything and the advice. Also, what about this. 1. If someone bad mouths you, brush it off, forgive them, then attack them and destroy them. easy, piece of cake. 2. thats all i can think of for right now. except jus have fun and do whatever i want when i feel like it.
  5. So far, I like the CN forums. Its cool.
  6. Another thing, Does anyone know how I can add a photo to my profile on here. http://i744.photobucket.com/albums/xx83/no...Oflag-peace.jpg
  7. The main reason I don't want no war right now is cause my military isn't strong enough. But when it does it get strong then war will be a option for me. But anyway, Nice to see ppl replyin back. btw, SupercoolYellow, i like that signature, the one with the lions.
  8. I recieved 9 recruitment messages.
  9. Hey people. Whats up. My name is Matt aka LordofThor and I am the ruler of the nation UnitedWeStand. I'm new here and recently I applied to join the alliance Big Top Order but anyway I am hoping I can make many friends here, hopefully no enemies because I am against violence or wars. If you want to know more about me, just ask. My nation is a peaceful nation.
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