In reference to the bolded section: Uhhhhh, what?
Who else has installed as many viceroys indefinitely? Who else has removed the government of their "blood brothers?" Who else has taken over a team and attacked any alliances who wished to fly that color in the name of some bogus "peace and stability?" Who else has (ironically) threatened to ZI members of an allied alliance in peace mode, derisively calling it "the brown colony?" Who else has declared war during negotiations held by allies? I'm sure I could find more examples.
Granted, there are some alliances now fighting on the Karma side that have committed their fair share of crimes. Many are repentant about it. Some have suffered for it and some haven't. The thing is, none have committed as many atrocities on the same scale as you. You're really one in a million in that regard. So don't act as if everyone is as bad as you. No one is.
According to your recruitment video, the NPO is the only place in the Cyberverse where "a man can be a man." Stop making excuses, stop trying to soil others' names when they're not nearly as bad as you, own up, and dammit, resolve this like the supposed men you are.