Look "yahoo" (lol, had to), in my last nation I was probably hit with maybe 8-9 nukes and that was not fun at all. I lost maybe 3k of my infra and a lot more.... so do not complain that your environment is hurting, it's just a lame argument. Especially don't do it in here as I think there is a forum for nation to nation discussion as this forum is for mainly alliance to alliance.
So the main point is is that why don't you stop crunching numbers and join in with the rest of us... (For those that will say that I'm not in the war, shall know that I will be soon.)
Also, I think you've broken like so many mod rules in this thread so I'm just gonna say one thing.... Inb4lock. lol
P.S. - One last thing, the more you act disrespectful to people, the less and less they will listen to what you are saying. You may have been through a lot (for all I know) but that doesn't really give you the right to demean anyone you think less of.... In fact, we probably feel less about you since you care more about your infra than anything else... If I was in your range, expect a war, however your slots will probably be filled by then so damn.