I know I am not the most liked person in Cybernations. I am arguably one of the most hated players in the game. I am often referred to as annoying, rude, ignorant, etc etc. I have dealt with this throughout my entire IC "career". It has gotten to the point where every alliance I join immediately gets terrible PR. This results in no alliance wanting me. This takes it too far.
I am not here to apologize to anyone person or alliance because even when I do apologize, it results in bad results for myself and my respective alliance at the time.
I know what I have done. I am extremely rude and annoying to other people on IRC and on these forums. I have been expelled from the New Polar Order because of such actions a few months ago. When I joined the Multicolored Cross-X Alliance, they were trolled just for accepting me. I then left the MCXA because of problems within the MCXA that I do not feel I have the liberty to publicly say. I joined the New Sith Order where I felt I could quietly settle. I was wrong. The NSO was trolled for accepting me and their PR plummeted. I left the NSO shortly after this because I did not like the way the government was set up. I then joined the Global Democratic Alliance for a short period of time before I was offered to help make the alliance I am in now, the Crimson Guard. The Crimson Guard was trolled because of their sketchy members, namely me and Sileath. After a while this quieted down.
I have just been informed that every alliance that CG asked for a protectorate, shot us down because I am in the alliance. My bad PR is once again making my alliance pay. I am being asked to leave just for this reason. Once again others are paying the price for having me in their alliance. If this keeps happening, I will not be able to join any alliance at all. This is ruining the game for me. This cannot continue like this. It needs to change.
I ask the people have Planet Bob to let my past go. I have thought about rerolling, taking the easy way out, but I decided not to. I wish for you all to forgive me on what I did in the past and get on with the future. I'm not saying we have to be friends or anything, but I ask please, stop with the trolling and anything of the sort of me and the alliance I am in. I know I have screwed up, and I wish to fix this. I know I have said this several times in the past, but I will not be the annoying and rude brat I was before. I want a fresh start with my current identity, so I ask you all to try your hardest to forgive me for my past actions, and I will try my hardest to not screw up again like I have so many times in the past. Get over the past, and get on with the future. I'm wish to be done with the old baseballer790 and start a new baseballer790. From now on, I am the new baseballer790, and I will not be like the old baseballer. It ends now.
tl;dr: Please forgive my past, I know I screwed up and I will not screw up again in the future. (But please read the whole thing when you get time)
P.S I am still under the protection of CG as I have not left the alliance as of yet.