and I suppose that there is no way in the world I can get it back.
I believe I know the answer to this but might as well ask.
edit: I will most likely be creating a new nation. I am currently in Iraq on a Department of Defense network (check my ISP - easy to tell) and sometimes we are required to use a government proxy in order to access the interent. Is there a way I can make sure my nation does not get deleted for using a proxy, which is against the rules, besides just NOT getting on?
Thanks