I get it now
#1
Posted 19 January 2008 - 12:51 AM
For to freaking long I've been pushing myself to look for a billion good things in my life so I could be happy. But hell, I'm 16 going on 17, I'm in great health, and I have people who love me.
I get it. I don't need a perfect life to smile. I don't need to lie to myself. I just need to say "I'm breathing, and thats good enough"
Sure SOME days it won't help, but hell, nothing can stary good forever, but just cause it goes bad doesn't mean it can't get good again does it?
I GET IT!
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I get it. I don't need a perfect life to smile. I don't need to lie to myself. I just need to say "I'm breathing, and thats good enough"
Sure SOME days it won't help, but hell, nothing can stary good forever, but just cause it goes bad doesn't mean it can't get good again does it?
I GET IT!
FREE COOKIES FOR ALL!
#3
Posted 19 January 2008 - 01:11 AM
this is just another illusion. You are hiding your true feelings. Sry, but pls never say 16 going on 17 b/c of that sound of music song, that rly just annoys me.
But yeah you are entitled to your philosophy. I feel i'm in the same situation as you, but as everyone says, it gets better.
But yeah you are entitled to your philosophy. I feel i'm in the same situation as you, but as everyone says, it gets better.
#6
Posted 19 January 2008 - 01:36 AM
#8
Posted 19 January 2008 - 01:59 AM
BearCavalry, on Jan 18 2008, 11:37 PM, said:
I had this moment a few months ago. I was laying in bed, just thinking. I've got a good family, I'm in great shape, a hot gf and I'm a captain on the football team. I couldnt ask for a more perfect life.
I hate you all. Not really, its just that the past 2 months have sucked. I get through burying my uncle yesterday and today my dad has a heart attack. What have I done to deserve such a crappy lot in life.
#10
Posted 19 January 2008 - 05:15 AM
King C, on Jan 19 2008, 12:48 AM, said:
Esau, only you could find that helpful...though it is lol
Hey, it totally reminded me of Shinji! The "I get it now" thing was totally what he said right before their "Congratulations!"
Unfortunately, they had it only in --is that Italian?-- another language. So...uh, CONGRATULACIONES!!
#12
Posted 19 January 2008 - 10:47 AM
King C, on Jan 19 2008, 12:51 AM, said:
For to freaking long I've been pushing myself to look for a billion good things in my life so I could be happy. But hell, I'm 16 going on 17, I'm in great health, and I have people who love me.
I get it. I don't need a perfect life to smile. I don't need to lie to myself. I just need to say "I'm breathing, and thats good enough"
Sure SOME days it won't help, but hell, nothing can stary good forever, but just cause it goes bad doesn't mean it can't get good again does it?
I GET IT!
FREE COOKIES FOR ALL!
I get it. I don't need a perfect life to smile. I don't need to lie to myself. I just need to say "I'm breathing, and thats good enough"
Sure SOME days it won't help, but hell, nothing can stary good forever, but just cause it goes bad doesn't mean it can't get good again does it?
I GET IT!
FREE COOKIES FOR ALL!
Your living a lie.
#16
Posted 19 January 2008 - 11:28 AM
Zharanda, on Jan 19 2008, 09:16 AM, said:
Wait til you get kicked out of school, get a miserable job cleaning stuff below the minimum wage, have to pay parents rent / phone bill and have a pregnancy scare. Muahahaha the worst is yet to come.
I just depressed myself.
I just depressed myself.
Always use protection and those scare happen less frequently
#20
Posted 19 January 2008 - 12:11 PM
Zharanda, on Jan 19 2008, 10:08 AM, said:
When I was 16 I was asked by a doctor if I ever heard voices in my head, and the voice in my head immediately said, "TELL HIM NO!"
That voice serves to remind me that things can always be far worse than they actually are, so I prefer to keep it on board.
That voice serves to remind me that things can always be far worse than they actually are, so I prefer to keep it on board.
the voices make things interesting

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